I’m Noelia Guillen, I’m a JUNIOR and i am part of YESS, I was put in YESS because of my
attendance, grades, and maybe even attitude. I was a student who was about to be kicked out
of school, a student who wouldn't care about grades, going to class or being respectful. I was a
mess. Everyone tried to help but i never wanted help i always thought it wasn't worth it. When i
saw i really needed help it felt like everyone had given up on me. That's when Medina called me
down, on my way down I already knew who he was, I already had an idea of him and what he
was going to do. There was always bad comments about him around school, students saying
“Medina got Angel kicked out” “That dude never helps” I heard all kind of bad comments never
good ones. Once i got in his office i automatically hated him, he told me to sit down and started
to show me my middle school record, my grades, my attendance, and my behavior referrals
EVERYTHING. I was bothered because i knew who i was and what kind of student i was i knew
i was the best, so i got mad and started to give attitude, that's when he said ‘’go to class’’ and
called home, while i was going to class my mom called, she wasn't happy, she started to
scream at me saying “ when are you going to change, when is the day i wont get a call from
school telling me you're not in class or that you're failing all classes that you might not graduate
on time?” Hearing that from my mom hurt me hearing those words felt like she had given up on
me too. Later that day i got home and got in a argument with my mom, that's when she told me
we have a meeting at school next week. The week passed and it was the day of the meeting i
remember everyone was there, The principal, my advisement teacher, the athletic director, my
counselor and of course Medina. They all started to tell my mom how i was doing in school, they
showed her ALL kinds of papers i felt like they were all just trying to put my mom against me,
Medina told my mom there was a program here in school that could help, but it was going to be
based on me if i fixed my things or not they said if i didnt i was out this school, they told my mom
to sign a paper where she agrees to the contract. I didn't want to go or her to sign that paper,
but she did. The next week YESS started, i got put with Jaz, at first i didn't really like her i
thought she wasn't going to be able to help me. The weeks passed and became months my
grades were getting better, my attendance, and my attitude. I even started to try to help others
my friendship with Jaz was the best and still is, she wasn't just my mentor she was a close
friend. Jaz wouldn't just talk to me after school during YESS when she would see me in the hall
she would always ask “how are you doing?” “Did you already turn in what we did.” “Make sure to
bring down work.” She was always and still is supportive! Around February i started to do bad
again, my grades went down Medina called me down, i already knew why. I knew everything
was starting to be bad. He asked what was going on. I didn't know i just felt like i needed a
break, that day Jaz was upset. I sat down and she stared at me and all she said was, “Why?” i
didn't know what to do or say to her. I had done her dirty. She had done so much for me, i was
mad and sad with myself. I walked out and punched the wall, Jaz didn't stop me. She followed
me and just watched me then she said, “Are you done ?” i said i didn't know and that i needed a
break. I felt like it was to much i wanted to give up. She sat down on the floor with me and
started to bring up my future, she asked about my goals, sports, everything. I told her i wanted
to graduate to become a psychologist. I told her i wanted to be o the soccer team again and be
able to be on varsity again and actually be able to play. She looked at me and said, “I believe in
you and a lot of people do. Medina does and that's why he put you down here. I know you can
be capable of everything you want to do.” i cried and looked at her and promised to change to
do better and not give up. Now i'm a JUNIOR AND I'M BACK ON TRACK. My friendship with
Jaz is still one of the best, i am close to Medina and i'm a better person thanks to Medina, Jaz
and specially YESS. This is my story, my story to tell.
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